diagnosis/feeling: personal problems
favourite song: Logical Song by Super Tramp
favourite color: deep red
lyrics from a song that describe how you feel: I want to have control. I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul... I wish I was special, but I'm a creep. I'm a weirdo. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here. - Radio Head "I'm a Creep"
I'm having a hard time with control, with myself. I feel like I'm alone drowning in the ocean and no one can save me but myself. I don't think I'm strong enough. I'm restless with no purpose and no inspiration. I delt with depression for about a year. I'm no longer taking pills or going to therapy. I'm doing better in that sense... but there's still internal pain and I just want to get rid of it.